Beyond a heart


I stood there…watching you
Nothing!..was all that I did

Time didn’t help me to say something! anything!
Screams of a soul trying to tell you,
With a mute voice
Only tears understood
So they started to flow and flow and flow,
Just in silence
so quiet! like a leaf falling
By the wind of November

Only whispers tried to share
a weak voice barely heard
Words coming up in flocks
But they seemed like crooning
I was crooning
For you to sleep,
For the last time

On the hope of you,
Waking up, somewhere again,
Open your eyes
Even if so far away from me
Just knowing you still there,
Through the window of dreams,
I’ll keep watching you
Waiting for you
Can you hear me?


A love Poem



The moon whispered for me a secret
and that’s when my soul smiled
By the window, I keep waiting for you
I sit and watch and wait and wonder,
and my thoughts then wander,
Looking for you, missing you,

it feels like dying
without knowing why I found myself crying
and when you finally show up here
The whole world lighten my way to you, my dear

All I want is to see you,
it makes everything seems alright
like a child it makes me feel inside,
Warmth, happiness with a blushing face
I love you and that is really the case~



It was that old tree that took me to you,

you stood there, closing your eyes ..leaving your hand to rest on the trunk

and that’s when the soul of the tree called me to come ..

As I stood to watch you without knowing who you were ..

you stole my heart, just by standing there

The time  you opened your eyes, looked at me and smiled

 I knew how it felt to be breathing

And the real meaning of your heart beating



I saw through your eyes and touched by your hand

my soul told me I once met you

a year or two ..or maybe a thousand lives before

Time spun around us as it showed the world

that ..

You, me and the old tree ..have finally met again ~


Thanks for inspiring me to write this Alan Walker and Jen

Behind my eyes~


Where they don’t belong

Is that place where I can be

I might be surrounded by many

But none of them can really see

Behind my eyes

that cries

rivers of


Is where it lies

and so many tries

But yet ..

They still fail






Somewhere Beyond Everything~


Out of time, Out of place

Only  A space for you to  sit

Just like heaven

Where we were living

once upon a dream

When we used to laugh

 deep laughs coming from ..

 the dawn of our hearts

to stay for a moment or two


Standing there

Looking at you, brings me a smile

every once in awhile

You gave me a hand

helping me to stand

Every time I fall

For these things all

I’ll always remember

The person you are

The person you helped me to be

And I was finally able to see

What lies behind life

What power we have in fear

And all the things we hold dear

Won’t last long for us

So short

As long as we live ~

Love.. Love .. Love~

Love is something you don’t have to understand to be good at yet it’s so complicated. Sometimes it can be mistaken with other feelings, like having a crush, liking, or familiarity.

If you ask me, what is my definition of love, I wouldn’t know exactly what it is, but I’d sure tell you that “it’s something you give, you don’t offer and once it was really given, you can’t take it back again” . Never add conditions, for when you do, you are putting  a reason to hate them one day. It’s like saying ” I love you on one condition!” And then one day, that condition was broken for whatever reason and now you’re standing there looking at them while being shocked, too shocked that you can’t speak and then you take a deep breath and say ” Alright, I don’t love you anymore, pack your stuff and get outta here”

*crickets chirping* …. Weird!

Oh well, there are seven states of love, I’m sure you would like to read about:

Storge: Natural affection, the love you share with your family.

Philia: The love that you have for friends.

Eros: Sexual and erotic desire kind of love. (positive or negative)

Agape: Unconditional love, or divine love

Ludus: playful love, like childish love or flirting.

Progma: Long standing love. The love in a married couple for example.

Philautia: Love of the self. (negative or positive)

Can you recognize any of those? If you do, start giving them their proper names and make sure when you really love someone no matter what relation you have with them to love them from the deepest part of your heart while you still can and never be ashamed to show it.

A song about me~


I’m a letter escaped from a word, a word left the sentence

left a space or just a place can be occupied again

So nothing to worry about

left to find a new word

a useful sentence

a happy meaning

A song in the middle of the night

While the moon fell asleep

And the stars were watching

Their laughs were all around

I am a voice in the vast void

Or maybe a smile painted on a sad face!

A tear of joy after so many years  chase

A happy memory in a hard time

A new idea! a beautiful rhyme

I could be a terrible plan!

All of that and more

Just because I can.

Dedicated to all my readers ..Because you can ❤