(The Tender Desertion) What lies behind difference~

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Hearts! Have a great ability when it comes to choosing people. Leave minds wondering, asking and desiring to know, why those people? , What’s so special about them? And when you try to leave, heart gets attached more..So,what should we do when those chosen ones are the same reason for our sadness! They don’t understand us or maybe we can’t understand them! It’s hard to know who’s fault is it but actions speak louder….I wondered! What my actions should say then?

First, I broke my silence..I spoke to them about my point of views and how I want them to understand it, while I liked the conversation, it didn’t lead us to anywhere.

Then, I accepted our differences with no heart feelings and I actually didn’t demand more than understanding, it has some magical ways makes people open up and speak better to each others..but it was no use still.

My last step of trying not to lose those people was leaving..I’ve decided to stay away without knowing for how long, what I mean to them will appear now, If my existence or not makes a difference for them but if I mean nothing to them then at least my heart will know it was mistaken… and then I will continue my life without them but! they will always have a place in my mind for all the times they made me laugh, enjoy my time and enjoy their company.

What do I call that kind leaving? the Tender Desertion or the warm leaving….I’m just going to not do anything anymore, no blame, no reproach..just smiling as I walk away because If I mean nothing tot hem, they still mean something to me.

What can I say for a heart like that?

Doesn’t it happen with us all? at least with one person! breaks all the rules we post for how to deal with people…Hearts!

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